It is the first day of December, and with the start of a new month also marks the start of new bills to be paid again. I am kinda, sort of excited for the holidays. It’s more of an ehhhh feeling. I am still scheduled to work the holidays but luckily I will not be working the overnight shift. I am happy to know that I will have the honor to spend the night with the family. I am not thinking of buying any Christmas gifts at all due to my financial situation. Maybe just one present each for my siblings. My ultimate goal is just to spend as much time as possible with my family and beau.